I'm trying!

I like to talk and i try to, but seems difficult! and besides i prefer my own easy language, why should i make it so complicated!
mommy tell me: say A i say A, then she says say pel, I say pe then she says ok say Apple i say PEPE! isn't it more simple and beautiful?
the words that have 2 similar parts are ok. I like to say mimi, dada, pepper, nana(banana), haha,
and even bebebe meaning daii Roozbeh and dedede meaning shokoofeh!
i also can say dita (bita) ammoo, aaam (aram),tetateh (setareh), mahh (moon), tatagh(otagh),bear, pear, nei (snake and snail), meme (monkey), turtle, ducky,bebe (frying pan!!!), baba(baby), and lots and lots more!
but still doesn't seem to be enough! there are still things that i want to say and i can't. I have to practice more and I guess I need more people to talk to me. where can i find some?

Recently I am interested in drawing with pen, on white papers and more on newspapers and sometimes on my face or even the printer! i have made some artworks on our photo printer, i think they will stay there.. ha ha ha

the alphabet and numbers are becoming boring! now i master in all and need new things to work on. it's funny there are only 28 letters and 10 numbers. i preferred them to be more instead of so many words!

I love watching photos in the computer. Now this is one of my favorites. when ever mommy is busy downstairs i run up to the laptop and watch the photos on the screen saver. I know that I shouldn't touch anything, otherwise the pictures will go away. with each photo i remember where and when it was taken and who where there, when mommy comes and joins me, i tell her about the pics and she loves that i remember everything so well!
I also love chatting. Every morning after breakfast we come to compute and find auntie Shokoofeh there and while watching each other on web cam i write all i like for her and she loves that. then she goes and calls others. Uncle Roozbeh. Maman Shoori and Babaii come and we start chatting. they sing and I dance for them and all the time they adore me! I love that, we have so much fun.

I love smelling! yes! i love to try smelling all the perfumes and creams and soaps and shampoos...that i can find. I love to open their cap and smell them and wear some of the perfume on me and then close the cap again. I can do that for hours when i am in a shop and i have permission to do that! everybody just laughs at me!

and u know what? I love doors! opening them and specially closing them! No doors should be open, that's the rule where ever i am!it is really really important to close all the doors after u open them, this is serious, no kidding!
if mommy leaves the cabinet door open for more than 2 seconds, i can't continue doing my job, eating my food or playing, so i have to remind her to close it immediately!
She says I am obsessed with doors!

Anybody knows where is my daddy? He has left home a few days ago and tot back yet! I miss him and expect him to come back soon, but mom says he has been to work! he works at nights too? i can't understand! I don't know where is Fort mc murray, seems to be very very far away!
I know if he could he would come to see me and play with me. I love to go to dets (basement) with daddy. there he does mechanical works and i watch, learn and imitate! i know how to unscrew using a screwdriver. I also know how to use the hammer and flash light. We also sometimes play balls in the basement. I miss him sooooooo much.

I miss lots of others too! I know I have a big family, but they are all far away. I don't know what it means but i hate the distances!
I like to have everybody close to me. my grandparents, aunts and uncles and cousins and others. but have none! there is just one person who is always there and then even mommy sometimes talk about daycare! meaning that she will be away too!!!!!!!!!!! I hate being aways, how do i say that?